Mistakes...

I just can't get this topic out of my head. It's very common yet, a lot of people don't understand what a simple mistake can do to you... As you can see, when I was waiting for the dismissal, it suddenly popped out of my mind. I was like, mistakes... so I sorted out things and tried to make it more simple for you people who always makes mistakes.

According to wikipedia, Mistake is an error which is very correct in a logical way. In my own opinion, mistake is the most common things that happen within human beings. It also happens naturally in life. If you don't have any mistakes then you're abnormal because humans are not perfect.

There are 2 kinds of mistakes, 1st is the renewable/mild mistake and the 2nd one is the permanent mistake/serious mistake.

The mild or renewable mistake is a kind of mistake that you can change the wrong things to right. For example: You had a fight with your friend, and you know that it's your fault, then you say sorry and everything would be alright.It's a very simple mistake that can be renewed or rewrite. It doesn't harm your life exactly. Just minor mistakes that can also lead to permanent mistakes. It's up to you actually on how to deal with the mistake.

The permanent/serious mistake is a very important factors when you have big depressions about life and everything. It forever remains in your memory, changes your life forever, it will bring you shame and soon, you'll regret that mistake. Regret is the feeling that you will have after committing such big mistake.

We can all avoid this you know, if we all just try to be rational, and not get to be so touchy with our feelings then we can avoid this. But human as we are, we are not perfect. There are times that we are feeling that we are that high and we commit mistakes but never see it. Sometimes, I can see myself as this person who made a big mistake in my life and I did not regret it. Though I see this person everyday, I always wanted to let her know that I need to be away from her because I don't want to commit the same mistake again and I don't like to see her because the pain is there... and it is still there. I don't know when will I ever get over you.

Virus Week

I'll elaborate that later... Anyway, I just wanted to tell you guys for those who are always here on my blog even though you don't comment, it's a big thank you from me who is just ranting about different things. So, now in my topic.


I had a lot of viruses this week, literally... First of all, my computer was a such a dope. I cannot believe that my PC who has been with me for almost Seven Years suddenly had a virus. My computer was restarting even though I chose to Shut it Down. Well, my dad is not here at the country because he's working abroad. He's always the one fixing it now that he's not here, I'm having a hard time here because I'm not used to this job. Fixing the computer and destroy those viruses. It seems that I am not an experienced person but I still emailed my dad about this situation and gave me advices on what I should do for this problem. You know that I'm just a sixteen year old teenager who only knows about playing with games and fixing things on my own. I just don't like someone to fix my own problems. I feel disappointed with myself if I am not the one fixing this problem I started. So, right now I'm cleaning the hard drives up and perhaps this will help my PC that will work out. I'm really hoping or else I have to re-install the OS again which is quite a bad thing for me. >.< I'm too lazy for that.

And then, there is this classmate if mine who had colds. and you know already what happened. I eventually got infected. Now I'm having fever and colds. I don't want to give up because I will feel sickly if I won't let my mind work.

Everything has been quite a hassle for me but it's okay as long as you can be good for it. And for those people who don't have a good anti virus , I advise you to have free virus scanners and then scan and delete those virus as soon as possible or else you could end up like me.

Seven Days 'Til School Time Again

Goodbye to the monitor, keyboard, iPod, Online games. Don't worry... I'll make up to you every weekends.

And yeah... it's just in the title. I just want to say that schooling is fine but our school is just different from other schools. People say it's a negative one but for me, it seems the difference is a positive one. Like what every proverb you hear, "Today you might be suffering but for tomorrow it'll always be a good one" It's also like what you reap is what you sow. Because in our school, you need to do a lot of hard work and some of my classmates say that they are very tired and stressed because of it. When they ask me if I'm tired, I would just say no, because this is what makes this a challenge. I always think positive when it comes to things in school but I also have a lot of flaws in school. I guess you can say that. First flaw is that I'm lazy. and I mean VERY LAZY. Although I listen when the teacher discusses my problem is that I don't make assignments, and don't study. Still I get the good grades... Once a teacher told me that I'm miraculous because of the periodical exams that I had were pretty good ones. There was also an another teacher who told me, that U have this switch mode. There are weeks that I'm active and there are weeks that I don't have the mood to participate in activities. The fact that I'm lazy is the one that's blocking my way to success. You know what I mean.

I promised by myself that for this last school year, I'm going to be not lazy anymore and do what I'm supposed to do as a student. This is my last year as a highschool student and I should be responsible. I know that the school is going to make me pressure since that was they said the last time during the last day of my junior days. I know that I can do this and not be afraid of the subjects and all rumors about issues with different people. As you can see, Experience is the best teacher ever. So, it's better to experience pain, happiness, sadness, anger, and other emotions that we can feel. This school year is going to be a memorable one. I can just feel it. Also I'm proud that I'm one of the last batches of the school to be all girls since the first years have guys. Hopefully I can endure them and tell them to be a disciplined since I know that the class would be noisy. **sweats a lot** I don't know how to handle guys actually especially in the teenage stage.
I'm a lot of nervous about it but I'll do my best! I know that I can do this...