Things that I love and Hobbies

Everyone has what they love right? it could be materialistic or in the aspect of relationships. 

The first thing that I can always remember is that I really love First Person Shooting Games or FPS games. Probably because of my dad who loves it also. I'm not really that good in playing but I'd rather say that is my hobby. The first game that I played was the original doom. Well I think I was at the age of 5 or 6. With the help of the mighty Joystick. (old times) As I grew up I loved to play war games like Medal of Honor and Call of duty and more. I also play online FPS games like K.O.S. Secret Operations or in Korea it's called Sting Online which was franchised by Level up Games Inc. It's like you're playing counter strike since they're using the same steam engine. 

Of course there is Music. My mom usually says that I'm so talented but I always deny that and I don't want to be praised. I first loved music when I was a child. Just senselessly strumming the strings and sing randomly and I just get the right notes. Anyway, I seriously took music when I was eleven. I used my father's guitar that has been with him for how many years and just made the first chord i've learned. which is A. Then I try to learn it all on my own but I still need to ask some adcise from my dad on what I should do. Most of the time, I learned it by myself. I tried to do some guitar lessons but it just did not work out. I get easily tired of all those finger exercises and I just wanted to get into the real thing. That was the last time I'll ever take guitar lessons.  I composed my own song when I was 14. Probably because out of boredom and I just wanted to take my music to the next level. I wanted to become a performer and just sing in front of the crowd. I love rock music and mainstream and I wanted to learn all of my favorite songs and sing it. Another proof of me loving music is me having a band. Which I will tell about it soon.

Everyone has their own hobby.

Random Thoughts

I'm just wondering... Ten years from now, what would I be like?
It's a very simple question but I can't answer it right now. When I was younger I can easily say that "I want to be a Dentist when I grow up" Well right now I'm going to be 16 and I don't know which path will I take. I can say it easily when I was young back then but now I am getting into the state of confusion of what career I will take.


My first option was being a dentist.
Of course that was my first choice but after I reflected of the career I had doubts about it. Being a dentist also means being a very good entrepreneur and must know how to deal with it. You need to have a very big capital to start a small business and you must need a lot of equipments. Sure I have thought of that but my parents can't afford that kind of course so I pass on that one.

Next option was being a Musician.
I lobe music as I love my parents and I wanted to have a career that is for a musician. I would love to have a band, and sign a record label, record songs, hear my songs on the radio, have a grammy award, tour all over the world. These thought were like a dream. That's what my father said. I wanted to become a composer and a song writer. That's what I really wanted. I want to school music and take it as my major course but I can't help my parents for that. Having a big music career is a matter of chance and luck. I still think this is the career that I wanted.

Last option was being a Physical Therapist
Yes my cousin wanted me to become one because she's all alone in the states and wanted me to become like her so yeah, I'll take that course.
It's not that I was forced to do this but this is for my family and for myself. I wanted to be a good girl to them and that's what I want. it seems that people these days are doing what they do not want. But me I have further plans after being a Physical Therapist. I wanted to school music in the US. Specifically in Boston where berklee College of music is there. SO there are still hope and luck for my career as a musician.

These are all random things that pops in my head everytime I reflect. So I may say that I'm still in the state of confusion so I hope that I can choose the right pathe that I will take.

Peace & love,
Osiris