I'm just wondering... Ten years from now, what would I be like?
It's a very simple question but I can't answer it right now. When I was younger I can easily say that "I want to be a Dentist when I grow up" Well right now I'm going to be 16 and I don't know which path will I take. I can say it easily when I was young back then but now I am getting into the state of confusion of what career I will take.
My first option was being a dentist.
Of course that was my first choice but after I reflected of the career I had doubts about it. Being a dentist also means being a very good entrepreneur and must know how to deal with it. You need to have a very big capital to start a small business and you must need a lot of equipments. Sure I have thought of that but my parents can't afford that kind of course so I pass on that one.
Next option was being a Musician.
I lobe music as I love my parents and I wanted to have a career that is for a musician. I would love to have a band, and sign a record label, record songs, hear my songs on the radio, have a grammy award, tour all over the world. These thought were like a dream. That's what my father said. I wanted to become a composer and a song writer. That's what I really wanted. I want to school music and take it as my major course but I can't help my parents for that. Having a big music career is a matter of chance and luck. I still think this is the career that I wanted.
Last option was being a Physical Therapist
Yes my cousin wanted me to become one because she's all alone in the states and wanted me to become like her so yeah, I'll take that course.
It's not that I was forced to do this but this is for my family and for myself. I wanted to be a good girl to them and that's what I want. it seems that people these days are doing what they do not want. But me I have further plans after being a Physical Therapist. I wanted to school music in the US. Specifically in Boston where berklee College of music is there. SO there are still hope and luck for my career as a musician.
These are all random things that pops in my head everytime I reflect. So I may say that I'm still in the state of confusion so I hope that I can choose the right pathe that I will take.
Peace & love,
Osiris
