The last post was also like that. It is so hard to keep promises.
It's been 2 years since my last post on this blog. A lot of things happened to be honest. I graduated high school, my grandfather and grand mother died, currently enrolled to an undergrad degree of Speech-language Pathology and many more. Looking back to the years that has already passed, I think I have matured. After the relationship I had 4 years ago, the feeling of being happy alone is still quite satisfying. I just want to state here that I am seriously alive and well. If you ask me about my heart well let's just say that I am here happy with my friends. No one has captivated my heart yet. Maybe someday? hahaha.
I chose to broke off my relationship because I was thinking of the long term of what happens to me and her. In this world where it seems people are liberal but are still knit tightly onto traditional beliefs. I think safety was my concern back then. No regrets at all. We are both happy. She into her own world and mine.